Seriously

OK. I get it. I have the saying time and time again that to plan will have God laughing at you or something like that. I started this year off with this whole new mantra. I was going to FINALLY do my thing and get what I want out of life. Basically I had a plan. January started off kind of rough, but that's when I decided to put all the bullshit behind me and move forward. At then end of January, I got a new job, place to live, and a new phone number. The new phone number was to get away from the toxic relationship I had been in for 7 years. You know I am in love with a guy who is completely unavailable. So, I decided I had to take some drastic measures and let it go. So here comes February. Whoo Hoo! Lived it up.....for the first two weeks. Said Toxic Relationship(TR) entered my life again on none other than Valentines Day. Oh, he seriously pulled the whole Mr. Big thing and showed up at this party I attended and completely swept me off my feet again! So, ok. I regroup. I decide I am going to keep my wits about me with him and everything is going good. Then March comes around and guess what started fing up...the job. NEVER WORK FOR A BLACK WOMAN. And yes, I am a black woman and I apologize for past, present, and future employees of mine. To top it off I worked with people I affectionately called(remember I said "called") Thug Nation, Slow Azz, Dumb Azz, and Hookah Bitch. Needless to say that all ended in disaster in May. So here I am in June. Still with TS who just affectionately told me tonight to "Shut the F up", twice, which is why I am home now. I am officially a "victim of the economy". Or needless to say a victim of a control freak and ghetto azz job. So the moral of the story everyone. DON'T PLAN SHYT. Because it won't work out the way you expect it to. Now that's not to say I haven't had a fabulous time over the past few months. And in spite of it all I am still a pretty optimistic person. Hey, I have to be to still be with TS. LOL! Oh no, I don't want to use IM symbols...but it fits. So I guess this blog will be about my life and trials. Enjoy.