Thank You God

All I can say is Thank You. I know it's not going to be easy, but you always show me the way out.

Crying...

Yeah I am. I am done for the day. Going to hole up. Computer off. Phone off. Hurts too bad right now.

Reasons I Need To Remember When I Get Sad

1. Never wanted to go to church or put God thoroughly first.
2. Insulting
3. Impatient
4. Farted ALL the time
5. Annoying
6. Obsessive
7. Selfish
8. Mean
9. Liar
10. Controlling

REMEMBER ALL OF THIS!

I did it. George and I are officially over for the umpteenth time. He finally went too far and I went too far on purpose, because I want him to leave me alone. I am asking God to just let him stay gone. I have to move on. I just have to. I shouldn't have let him back in earlier this year. I mean it wasn't even a month before I just let him back in. I have to ignore him and just think about me. I just have to. So now I am exercising and praying for a job. Then my own place. I have to be the best single person I can be. I can do this.