Again, I am back to being single. X and I are really really over. I mean REALLY. I don't think I would have friends if I took him back. He has done some pretty heinous things to me, but leaving me in another state really tops it all. Or maybe it doesn't top it all...just added to it. I always said that I really needed something to literally pull me away from him...and it finally happened. All I can say is Thank You God. I am happy that I feel Him moving in my life. I am a hardheaded individual. I really am and that is something that I really think I should work on.
Well, now it's time to once again regroup. But I think no I know this time will be different. I really feel and know that I am blocking some blessing because of X. I am still angry with him and more than hurt, but I know it will pass. I hope he just decides to stay mad at me.
Well, work was good coming off from a vacation. My coworker, Rick gave me a ride to work seeing as how I don't have a car right now...but that will change on Friday. Jeremy, my boss, thankfully did not come in and I hope he stays out for the rest of the week. LOL. It would be great.
Well, I am going to try to work on myself. Think positive and be strong...that's about all I can do.
More Later...
This will be a blog about moving forward and getting my life back on track. For once and for all. Returning to a time where I was truly happy or at least learning what happiness is.
