Day 2...end

Well, I seemingly made it through the day. The nights are always the worst, but I will be ok. Today was good. I did my exercises, applied to jobs, read the Bible, and prayed. What I do everyday. So I can't complain too bad. The car people are calling and they made the rounds today. But what can I do? Hopefully a job will happen very soon. It's just all in God's hands now. I will just pray and pray for it. Tomorrow I am going to get Erin up at 10 and make sure she eats throughout the day. I am going to make my friends' recipe for Taco Soup so hopefully that will get her out and eating it. I am feeling a trip to Six Flags is in order. Will put a call out to the girls to see if they want to go. That's it for today.

Day 2 cont.

Half the day has gone by and I am doing ok. Talked to Kim this morning. She said I am doing the right thing. This thing with X is going to go no where. I just have to pray about and remain strong. I can do it. She told me to listen to Lalah Hathaway's on On your own. Great song. That's my new them song!

Day 2

I have started off the day in good spirits. X's email last night solidified how I should be feeling. Yes, I am a little sad and of course I miss him, but I know this is the right decision. The only way I will finally move on with my life is to keep him out of it. I just have to. He isn't right for me. So, I have to do it this time. I have to. Maybe the words I said have finally gotten through to him and he doesn't want me anymore either. I don't even care. So one day at a time. 30 days to get over a habit...60 days for it to be gone. Not so bad.

Almost thought I had to go to the DOL today. Luckily I don't. It was paid. So today is a day of exercise, reading, and eating right.

I can do this.

More later.