Just basically stabbed myself in the heart. I got this crazy idea to set up this email address and email Debbie to see if X had canceled. Well, she emailed me back and told me it was available, so that's that. I know it's for the best...but GOODNESS it hurts sooooo bad. I wish I had the means to go somewhere next weekend. I really do. Maybe I can go stay in a hotel or something. I just need to be by a pool by myself or something. I just am so sad about this. I really am. I just really need to get through this point.
I took Erin to the Doctor. I think she had a good appt. The diet I wanted her to try wouldn't work for her. I am going to really try to stay on her about eating.
See I am about to cry now.
It hurts.
This will be a blog about moving forward and getting my life back on track. For once and for all. Returning to a time where I was truly happy or at least learning what happiness is.
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